The Prospect: Shannon Kennedy

[SilverChaosVII]

Thank you

[Leak2Troupe03]

Yeah, thank you. This stuff is fuckin great! And stop throwing so many damn interceptions you bum! 31!!! What are you a scrambling version of Brett Favre with all those picks! haha

[SilverChaosVII]

leak2troupe03 said:

Yeah, thank you. This stuff is fuckin great! And stop throwing so many damn interceptions you bum! 31!!! What are you a scrambling version of Brett Favre with all those picks! haha

*snickers*

Give me a damn update!!!!! I'm greedy...

[Loki]

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November 23rd, 2003
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I apologize for not getting anything up the past two weeks, I've had computer troubles and had to send the computer in to Dell. Bastards. Apparently, my motherboard blew up or something but it's fixed now so we're all good.

For those that don't know, we won our past two games and I've surprisingly not thrown too many more interceptions. 5-6 baby; one more win and we could potentially get a bowl bid, though it is unlikely since we'll finish third in the conference. That's alright though, can't complain about a pretty good Freshman season. Up next for us is Fresno State and I can't wait to beat the crap out of C.J.'s crappy Bulldogs.

Speaking of the Fresno State game, like I said in past updates, Liz is going to be flying in from Hofstra to see C.J. and for me to see MY baby. We'll see. I bet the kid's got like brown hair and effin green eyes or something. Slut. I can't believe I ever wasted 2 years on her ass.

But I've been thinking a lot and what if the kid is mine? And how shitty would that be that I didn't even get to take part in naming him? Jonathan Christopher, J.C....real creative. What would my life become though? Having a kid and all that would obviously be pretty rough, especially with that whore, and I don't know if I can handle all that responsibility. Obviously I want to be part of his life and everything, but can I even be a good father?

How the hell did I even wind up in this predicament...? It sucks too because things are going so well between Ashley and I, I'm worried this will put a damper on things.

I don't know...one more game, one more win, we gotta get this one...

BTW, Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

[Loki]

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December 1st, 2003
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What an ass whoopin' that was.

No not on us, on them! Haha. 70-49, C.J. couldn't get shit going, I loved it. I had a pretty inconsistent game so I wasn't too happy about that but it was hard not to be happy about our win AND my record-setting day. Ladies and gentlemen, say hello to your new single-season passing touchdown record holder. Got it on my last touchdown pass too, a sweet little out route to who else but Jamar (his 20th touchdown by the way).

Unfortunately, I don't think we'll getting a bowl bid which means this season has come to an end. It sucks but I guess I can't complain too much, we were much better than people thought we would be. All my seniors are officially gone now you could say, including just about my entire receiving corps; Jamar and Greg Wilkerson included. I had a lot of fun with all these guys, it sucks to see them headed elsewhere. Jamar said he might try for the draft but he seemed pretty hesitant about it.

After the game I met up with Ashley, Liz, and *heh* C.J. He was pissed so I made sure to gloat a bit. 6-6 is much better than 3-9, loser! We talked for a little bit and then I got to meet MY son. I gotta say, I'm almost positive he is mine. The kid is a spitting image of me, only he has brown hair and a bit darker skin, but his facial features are all me.

Ashley was caught off guard a bit but seemed to accept it after it sunk it. That's what is so great about her, she's understanding and perfect in every way. Quite the opposite of Liz I might add. We spent Sunday morning at the hospital getting a paternity test done. I should find out the true results by Wednesday. I'm excited. Jonathan Christopher Kennedy...ugh...it's gonna have to work. My parents weren't too pleased to hear about this whole situation, and YES I waited to tell them till now. I honestly didn't believe J.C. was mine but I think he is. He better be with all this damn stress on my head.

Chloe's wedding is in 3 weeks. Can't wait...HA! To be honest, I don't know if I'm even gonna show. Stupid tramp. How can she marry that joke? Oh well, I've got Ashley and that's all that matters. ;D

Shit, it's almost 3:30 in the morning. I've got class 8...peaaaaaaaaace.

[Loki]

silverchaosvii said:

*snickers*

Give me a damn update!!!!! I'm greedy...

Nice timing, haha. You got two. Season's over, now it's time for...bah...school. Well the second semester anyway + parties, girls, babies, weddings, fights, and more screwed up crap. It's like a football version of the freakin' OC!

[SilverChaosVII]

Thank you, this offseason is gonna be interesting I see

Can't wait to read more. Don't keep me waiiting, I may have to stalk you down and force you to write faster...

[Loki]

I wanted to get some shit up over a week ago but my friggin' computer got a Trojan so I was shit outta luck until this Monday when we got it back. More updates are coming soon bro don't worry, haha.

[SilverChaosVII]

uh huh, excuses excuses... just remember...



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I am pycho

[Buzz Killington]

And I'm estupified, what's your point?

Great stuff by the way Loki.

[Loki]

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December 4th, 2003
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So it's official, Shannon Kennedy is a father!

It's scary really when I think about it. My life's about 95% opposite of what I dreamed it would be when I was like 10. I wanted to be an NBA superstar like Michael Jordan but somewhere along the lines that all changed.

I think it was when I couldn't make a layup for my life but who's counting?

I could tell Ashley was a bit upset to hear the news but she's handled this really well for someone who hasn't been with me all that long yet. That's why I'm falling in love with this girl, she's so damn easy-going. The situation with Liz is going to be pretty complicated with her being all the way across the country but we're gonna have to settle something so that I can see J.C. and vice versa.

C.J. broke up with her after hearing the news, apparently he's been getting a lot of poon out at Fresno State anyway...what a suprise that he's cheating on Liz. She needed a place to stay so she's staying in my dorm for the rest of the week. Another thing Ashley wasn't particularly happy about but I assured her there was nothing to worry about. Liz and I? Please! I had to get things settled with my R.A. and my roommate because I have a damn baby in my room but I think we've got everything worked out until Saturday.

The football team got news today that we would not be invited to any bowls and thus our season is officially over. Any gear we had to hand in we did and everyone said their "goodbyes" if you will, to the locker room for a few months or for some, a lifetime. Jamar was really beat up over this being the way his career ended but it was nice to find a friend in him. He's a good kid and he's got a pretty good future ahead of him.

Well, Liz just got in with J.C. so I'm gonna go spend some time with them. I'll be sure to write in this again later. Peaaaaaaaaaaaace.

[Loki]

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December 22nd, 2003
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Sorry guys! I haven't written in here in a couple weeks, been really busy with finals, Ashley, and all that. Don't worry though, I'm still here!

As the Christmas season inches closer, what better way but to spend it at some bullshit wedding for your "best friend"? Heh...I can think of lots.

The ceremony was nice I guess, considering it probably came out of Chloe's pocket. She looked gorgeous as usual...ugh...he on the other hand, looked like a complete douche. He made sure he put his "LA" touch on the tux and everything. Good job jackass! It was nice to see and talk to Chloe again, especially since it's probably the last time. I wanted to tell her everything I had on my mind but I couldn't bare to ruin her day. I hope she enjoys life...

Whatever. I'm on the plane home now for the holidays. I'm excited. I finally get to spend some time with my friends and family. Marcus is headed home too so that will be some good times to catch up on. Liz and J.C. will be back in town too so I'm definitely gonna spend some time with them.

I'm gonna miss Ashley though. A month is a long time to go without seeing her. That beautiful face is all I'm gonna be thinking about. We've been together for a bit now but I'm not sure how this distance will affect us. I just hope she doesn't do anything stupid.

Christmas in 3 days! Is there honestly a better holiday than Christmas? And now, I have a child to spend it with and that happiness in his eyes makes all the struggles worth it.

[Loki]

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December 25th, 2003
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Merry Christmas bitches! Gotta say it's been another good holiday for your favorite San Jose State quarterback.

Woke up this morning to a million gifts in front of the tree and I honestly didn't know what to start with. Maybe it's babyish to enjoy Christmas so much still but I'm getting older and Christmas is one of those things that let's me hold on to some of that boy I've got left inside me; it's no fun to grow up so I think if you have the chance to act like a kid again, you take it.

I got the newest edition of NCAA Football with me in it of course! It's pretty sweet to play as yourself in a video game without having to create yourself. I didn't necessarily agree with my rating but...it's cool. Got a lot of clothes and shit too, it was a good day.

To add to that I got to see my parents and James and Lynn. By the way, before I forget...James led Allentown Central Catholic to the state playoffs...and they WON! Bastard. He always was better than me and now he's a sophmore and he's already won it while I...I couldn't overcome all the crap that was thrown in my way. I'm proud of him though, he worked hard for it and now he's got every college scout on his balls for the next two years. Haha, good luck bro!

Liz came over with J.C. earlier. I was happy to see his smile today. I bought him some new clothes and stuffed animals and stuff. It's amazing how much my life has changed in a few short weeks. When he fell asleep, Liz and I spent some time together. It was awkward for awhile, you can tell there are still feelings there between us but she's not something I'm trying to get involved with.

I don't know. I miss Ashley. ...And Chloe. Wonder how Christmas is with that jackass husband of hers.

Whatever.

Merry Christmas! Happy Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, Ramadan and whatever the else holiday is going on!

[SilverChaosVII]

I sense some jealousy still with the whole Chloe thing. And Liz is dirty and has STDs don't touch her lol...

[Leak2Troupe03]

loki1230 said:

I wanted to get some shit up over a week ago but my friggin' computer got a Trojan so I was shit outta luck until this Monday when we got it back. More updates are coming soon bro don't worry, haha.

Speaking of Trojans, maybe Shannon should use one ;D

Haha, great stuff Loki. Can't wait to see how many touchdowns and INTs you throw next season

[chosenone58]

So I just sat and read all of this in like two hours....

I LOVE IT! This is really great. I don't know how I could've slept on this.

NOTE - Shannon needs to stop spazzing over Chloe. Way to step and do the "daddy thing." Most guys I know would've rolled on Liz's a$$ for lying in the first place.

[Loki]

silverchaosvii said:

I sense some jealousy still with the whole Chloe thing. And Liz is dirty and has STDs don't touch her lol...

Haha, jealousy? Shannon, jealous? HA! He says he doesn't get jealous (he's also a liar).

leak2troupe03 said:

Speaking of Trojans, maybe Shannon should use one ;D

Haha, great stuff Loki. Can't wait to see how many touchdowns and INTs you throw next season

You know when I said the thing about the Trojan on my computer I got the same idea, lol. Hopefully Shannon's TD and INT numbers will go down. I'm not sure I can deal with another 239482984 interception season.

chosenone58 said:

So I just sat and read all of this in like two hours....

I LOVE IT! This is really great. I don't know how I could've slept on this.

NOTE - Shannon needs to stop spazzing over Chloe. Way to step and do the "daddy thing." Most guys I know would've rolled on Liz's a$$ for lying in the first place.

Glad you caught up on everything. How could you have not read this?!? Shannon's a whiney little bitch about girls, what do you want from him? Haha.

[Loki]

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January 3rd, 2004
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Happy NEW Year?

To be honest, I feel like I just feel back two years after the eventful New Years' night I had. Hmm...where the hell do I start?

Marcus and I hit up a party up at this kid Cody's crib down on West Pine Street. I had spoke to Liz earlier and she said she'd be going as well and that her mother would be taking care of J.C. Sounded fine to me. So we got there at like 10 and the party was already pretty packed. This was my first time at a party since I've gotten home so it was nice to see all the kids I hadn't seen in awhile. The keg was packed so we had to stand in line for awhile but it was cool because I knew I'd be smashed by the time the ball dropped. This line shit was worse than at SJSU though, shocking really with the kind of parties they have up there.

Liz showed up a little after 11 and made sure to make me the first person to say hi to, which was fine and whatever. What do I care right? Marcus disappeared on me at some point after that and I wound up spending the rest of my night with Liz. She looked good too, she highlighted her hair or something because it looks different now. There was just something about her drawing me to her all night. That smile, those cute cheeks of hers (and yes I mean both pairs of cheeks). She sat on my lap as we watched the ball drop.

Watching the ball drop always scares the shit out of me. Seriously. It just seems like one of those moments where you hold your breath in anticipation of something big happening.

"5...4...3...2...1...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

BAM! The next thing I knew Liz's lips were planted on mine and as much as I hesitated, it's what I wanted so I kissed back. Hell, it's probably what I wanted all year. It definitely felt like it. I could feel all my emotions from the year pouring out into her and her the same. Then something else poured out of her, luckily not in my mouth, but on my shirt. Gross...

I took her to the bathroom and helped her clean off as she plead for forgiveness and I forgave her about a million times before she quit rambling drunk about how sorry she was. To be honest, I was more concerned with how she got so damn drunk in less than an hour and whether or not all that kissing we just did meant anything or not. Once again I felt like an ass.

ASHLEY.

The minute she popped into my head I wanted to punch myself in the face. How did I let this happen?!? And with...her?!? So many thoughts ran through my head as I continued to hold Liz's hair back as she hurled everything she'd eaten all day into Cody's toilet. Next thing I knew, there was a knock on the door.

"Liz!" someone shouted. They sounded pretty pissed so I answered back.

"She's kinda preoccupied right now, hold on."

"Of course she is, that f*ckin slut!" they yelled, smashing through the bathroom door. It was C.J. and he was clearly pretty pissed. "Isn't this a sight? The dumb superstar quarterback back together with his baby's mama."

"C.J. shut up it's not like that," I said. I worried because I could tell C.J. was gonna take my head off at any minute. Fighting C.J. was always a dumb thing to do and it was even dumber when he was drunk. "C.J. chill. She drank too much and got sick that's all bro. Don't f*ckin freak out about!"

I guess I gave a little too much attitude and he swung a swift right hand that caught my head as I tried to duck. Before I knew it, C.J. was on top of me hitting me with all his might non-stop directly in the face. I tried my best to squirm out from under him but couldn't. Liz screamed in a corner as loud as she could with her throat probably soar from all the puking as C.J. seriously beat the shit out of me. Suddenly, a bunch of other people rushed in and dragged C.J. off of me though he made sure to give a battle before agreeing to leave the house at the wishes of Cody.

My mouth tasted of blood as Marcus, the savior he is, came in and helped me to my feet. I looked over at Liz while wiping the blood from my face.

"I can't do this shit. You people cause me too many problems," I said and pushed past Marcus and the rest of the people in the house. I walked 17 blocks to my house up on Clay Street in the freezing cold but I didn't give a shit. I really can't do this shit. There's too much drama and messed up people for me to be here getting involved with all that.

Forget Liz and C.J. and J.C. and all these other scumbags. I'm going back to San Jose and maybe I'll never come back home.

[Loki]

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January 7th, 2004
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So I did like I said I was gonna do, I'm back in San Jose. Still a week before classes start back up for the second semester but I don't care. I'm pretty much one of the only people here on campus. I told Ashley the whole situation on New Years' and she's pretty upset about it but said she was gonna come back up here tomorrow and we'll hopefully get everything settled. I seriously poured my heart out to that girl. I don't want anyone but her. Not Liz, not Chloe, not even Jessica effin' Alba!

I don't know...I want football back. Football has always been able to take me away from reality no matter what kind of circumstances I was under. I don't have that now and all this stuff with Liz and this illegitimate friggin' child of mine are killing me. How the hell did I wind up having a kid with her?!?

Whatever. August cannot get here soon enough.

[Loki]

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February 13th, 2004
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So I haven't written in here in over a month, so sorry for that guys. Been busy trying to please this pain in the ass girlfriend of mine. Valentine's Day is tomorrow, you know, the day Chloe totally blew me off last year. My favorite holiday ever...NOT!

It's whatever. Football is back in some way. Been lifting with all my teammates and getting better acquainted with them. The Spring Game is soon so I'm excited to play with my new Freshmen. Pretty much all my receivers and tight ends are going to be freshmen so hopefully things will go well next season. If I have to dodge people again like I did this past season to get some yardage because my receivers can't get open I'll freak, I swear.

I haven't spoken to Liz or anything since the party. I don't care either. I feel bad because she's got my son and all but whatever. She's getting child support so hopefully she'll just leave me alone. Ashley says that I'm a terrible father but what the hell does she know? She doesn't like Liz either and definitely doesn't want me involved with her in anyway so I'm not, even if that means not involving myself in my first son's life. God I'm sick. How the hell can I live knowing I have my son across the country with that girl and not give a shit about seeing him or anything? How did my life become what it is? I'm going crazy here I swear but I don't know what to do.

Ever since Rob died I feel like I've lost all control of my sanity. I wanna be back home but I can't deal with those people and all that drama. I'm terrified of everything in my life and I hate it but I have no control of anything in my life.

What the hell am I supposed to do...?