Post by jct32 on Dec 5, 2007 19:37:10 GMT -5
So today I basically threw this girl under the bus. Figuratively at least.
I go to a 6A high school, which is the highest class in Oklahoma, and after lunch the building I go to is horrible trying to walk through the halls. Well I went and got my stuff and as soon as I walked out of the class room I dropped my calculator. Then I see my good friend Taylor. Now Taylor is a very attractive girl, and she's really nice. Now I'm basically her teacher in our physics class because she doesn't understand our teacher so I usually have to teach her everything when we start working. So I drop my calculator and then the unthinkable happens, in the middle of all these people she bends over and picks it up for me, just because she was trying to be nice. (I had helped her the other day on some STUCO stuff when almost everyone else went to class). Automatically I felt bad because I'm a guy and I know how guys think, and there wasn't a lack of guys in this hall. It made me feel worse because she's a good person. She's active in her church, makes good grades, and isn't around drinking and having sex every weekend. So I felt bad that I put her in this position where someone could have harrassed her. Luckily no one did, but I still feel bad.
This is the same person girl who got my hopes up because she told me that, the girl I like is interested in me, but I'm to shy to do anything after that so I basically ruined that but thats a different story for another day.
Still this girl has been nice to me every since I met her and now I feel like I went and threw her under the bus.
Then my great-grandma is about to die and she will be the closest person to me that has ever died. I have had other people die but I really haven't been close to them.
So basically I felt that this wasn't a good day for me.
I go to a 6A high school, which is the highest class in Oklahoma, and after lunch the building I go to is horrible trying to walk through the halls. Well I went and got my stuff and as soon as I walked out of the class room I dropped my calculator. Then I see my good friend Taylor. Now Taylor is a very attractive girl, and she's really nice. Now I'm basically her teacher in our physics class because she doesn't understand our teacher so I usually have to teach her everything when we start working. So I drop my calculator and then the unthinkable happens, in the middle of all these people she bends over and picks it up for me, just because she was trying to be nice. (I had helped her the other day on some STUCO stuff when almost everyone else went to class). Automatically I felt bad because I'm a guy and I know how guys think, and there wasn't a lack of guys in this hall. It made me feel worse because she's a good person. She's active in her church, makes good grades, and isn't around drinking and having sex every weekend. So I felt bad that I put her in this position where someone could have harrassed her. Luckily no one did, but I still feel bad.
This is the same person girl who got my hopes up because she told me that, the girl I like is interested in me, but I'm to shy to do anything after that so I basically ruined that but thats a different story for another day.
Still this girl has been nice to me every since I met her and now I feel like I went and threw her under the bus.
Then my great-grandma is about to die and she will be the closest person to me that has ever died. I have had other people die but I really haven't been close to them.
So basically I felt that this wasn't a good day for me.
