Post by cooljayhu on May 13, 2008 20:49:56 GMT -5
So I am in about the saddest state have been in a long time, because of something that happened 2 years ago. Okay so back in junior high (so like 5-6 years ago) I had this huge crush amazing girl. I cared alot about her and soon realized how much I liked her. I never told her how much she meaned to me and how much I cared about her. Long story short after grade 9 I went to a high school in edmonton and she stayed at the local high school.
She was really the only thing holding me back to stay in this shit-ass town but anyway after 3 years I basically forgot about her or at least I stopped thinking so much about her. Until today I hadn't actually seen her face since junior high. So today I was bored and was looking at the local paper, something I never do and her family had memorium for her in the back of the paper.
Apparantly 2 years ago yesterday she died from aplastic anemia which means her bone marrow was producing enough of all 3 types of blood cells (as apposed to just anemia which is only a defficiency in red cells). So now I'm a wreck this girl that I cared so much for is gone and I didn't even hear about until 2 years after the fact. I have never regretted my decision to switch schools until today. I had such an amazing time at high school (as opposed to junior high) that I had forgotten how much i cared about her and how much I missed her. It's so weird because just 2 days I thought about her for the first time almost 4. I could have sworn on the bible (even though I am not catholic) that I saw her leaving the gym as I got there. It's eery now thinking back. I don't know I'm just really, really sad right now.
She was really the only thing holding me back to stay in this shit-ass town but anyway after 3 years I basically forgot about her or at least I stopped thinking so much about her. Until today I hadn't actually seen her face since junior high. So today I was bored and was looking at the local paper, something I never do and her family had memorium for her in the back of the paper.
Apparantly 2 years ago yesterday she died from aplastic anemia which means her bone marrow was producing enough of all 3 types of blood cells (as apposed to just anemia which is only a defficiency in red cells). So now I'm a wreck this girl that I cared so much for is gone and I didn't even hear about until 2 years after the fact. I have never regretted my decision to switch schools until today. I had such an amazing time at high school (as opposed to junior high) that I had forgotten how much i cared about her and how much I missed her. It's so weird because just 2 days I thought about her for the first time almost 4. I could have sworn on the bible (even though I am not catholic) that I saw her leaving the gym as I got there. It's eery now thinking back. I don't know I'm just really, really sad right now.
